My decision to blog was very personal. Yes, a small part of it was to share my family experiences with others, but it is mainly for myself. I would continue to blog even if I never got a single visit, because I want to record our lives. I haven't been very good at journaling during my adult life, but I hope to do better by typing out our lives on this blog.
With this in mind, I want to record some thoughts that I had in regard to a chapter of scripture I just read this morning. It is Mormon chapter 5. Moroni is captain of the Nephites, but was very discouraged about their wickedness. He says, "They were once a delightsome people, and they had Christ for their shepherd; yea, they were led even by God the Father. But now, behold, they are led about by Satan, even as chaff is driven before the wind, or as a vessel is tossed about upon the waves, without sail or anchor, or without anything wherewith to steer her; and even as she is, so are they. (Mormon 5:17-18)"
I have known people in my life that seem to be being tossed. They want so much to be happy, but do not look for it in Christ. They look for it in new cars, new relationships, new jobs, etc. But it doesn't matter where they look for their happiness, if they aren't looking to Christ, their happiness in that object eventually fades. When it does, they are unhappy again and start looking for the next new thing that will make them happy.
Don't get me wrong, there is a lot of happiness that comes from new things, and that is not wrong at all. But, when the newness and excitement wears off or when things aren't going perfectly, can you still find peace and happiness in your life? If the answer is yes, then your core is based on Christ. If the answer is no, then maybe you are "[laying] up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal (Matthew 6:19)."
In closing of the chapter and my post, Moroni says, "And also the Lord will remember the prayers of the righteous, which have been put up unto him for them...Know ye not that ye are in the hands of God? Know ye not that he hath all power, and at his great command the earth shall be rolled together as a scroll?(Mormon 5:21, 23) " I know that the Lord does hear our prayers and remembers them and that he does have all power. We are in His hands and, if we humble ourselves and allow him, He will mold us into the people He wants us to be. It will not always be the easiest path, but if we rely on Christ, He will not let us fall and we will have peace and happiness in our lives. In the wondrous name of Jesus Christ, amen.